Author of the memoir, "Where Did My Life Go?"

Author of the memoir, "Where Did My Life Go?"
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Wednesday, September 17, 2014

Laid off! I will move on! U2 FREE CD!! Poem/Song: Waiting In The Wings Of A Angel

'I got laid off at Keys Fisheries on September 2nd, 2014, through no fault of my own just because I "assume", my teachers always told me not to, but I can break the rules, because I have a mind, that I own, business is slow! So tough shit, I've already been through this shit! I am almost getting used to bad news, I just wish I could be independent from anybody else or their capitalist endeavors to make a fuckin' buck. Yeah, I said fuckin' again and I can say fuckin' because this is MY free mother fuckin' blog, there I said it AGAIN! So with that said and without further ado or a job. Here's my latest poem, that I wrote without anybody else involved, except maybe, probably, I hate to speculate but, GOD! I hope you like and if not,... tough SHIT!! Live with it or die trying!! OR type your happy ass to another blog! ....Don't let the World Wide Web kick you in the ass on your way out!!...BITCH!!!....On a lighter note.....Thank you, to Tracy for providing a roof over my head in a difficult time. I was giving her a hundred dollars a week UNTIL I LOST MY JOB!! Now I can't help her, pay her, trickle down economics affects not only me but other people lower on the totem pole of the "think" their rich people but they have lost their soul. I understand business is business. But there is more to life than fuckin' MONEY, THERE I SAID FUCKIN' AGAIN, BECAUSE I AM FREE!!!! I hope I made more SENSE THAN A DOLLAR BILL! (Not really, I don't really give a shit, but I will give 50 CENT (S) to a motherfucker living on the streets trying to get something to eat while the rich fucks who don't give a shit about nothing but themselves roll into the (shit) bank! O.K..... I'm more tried and drained from typing, ranting and raving,  I guess you realize I love bitchin',moanin',fussin' and it cost me NOTHIN' because I'm FREE!!!"....WWWEEEEEEEEEEEE.COM...It's a fun ride, you should take it sometime. O.K., DAMN!! NOW I'm annoying myself, here's the FUNCKIN' poem...I didn't say FUCKIN', I said, FUNCKIN', I tried! But it was a typo! ......OK,....I'M DONE..I PROMISE EXCEPT for THE POEM.....WAIT FOR IT.......ZZZZZZZZZ.....I GOT TO GO TO SLEEP.....Thank you Tracy for a internet connection and keeping me out of the rain! .................This poem is brought to you by my childhood friend who owns, TRACY's PET SERVICE ......P.S. ..I am currently, continually, working on writing my memoir book because, uh, I don't have anything better to do..hehehohohaha..it will be good..I promise you..I have a LOT of stories that I have to remember and put on, uh, paper? Cyberspace? Whatever, just remember God loves you regardless of any situation. XOXO ...
 
Waiting in the Wings Of A Angel

 Never knew how far
I could go
When I wished upon a star
During a fallen dream
Never knew U2
Would release
A free CD
Into outer space 
Waiting in the wings

Power of the internet
I guess
You never know
How anything could go
With a blink of an eye
Goes to show
How much you know
Waiting in the wings
Of a angel

A lesson learned everyday
Unexpected curve
A pitch to swing
As I write a book
To explain
Where I have been
Searching for
A new beginning
To the rest of my life
Another chapter
To move on
Just five minutes
Out of my time
Free of charge 
Waiting in the wings
Of a angel

I cannot
Tell a lie
My time is about to become
I wouldn't believe
If I didn't see
With my own two eyes 
Music has saved my life
Tell a story
Beyond belief
Waiting in the wings
Of a angel

Help me
Hold on
They had no faith
Something more
I can't explain
All I can do
Is the best I can
With the life
That has been given to me
For free
I must give 
What has been given to me
Waiting in the wings
Of a angel

Try to escape
Where I want to be
A piece of a memory
Is all I have left
The pictures are all gone
Etched within my mind
Fall asleep
Onto the street
My place today
I keep
Pray to my Lord
To take my soul
Waiting in the wings
Of a angel

Maybe someday
My dream will
Come true
Face reality
Question
Fantasy
As I do
Waiting in the wings
Of a angel

What I wish
May never
Become
The thoughts of my mind
What else
Can I do
Waiting in the wings
Of a angel

Give up
Hell! No
I tell myself 
I only live once 
The next stop is the grave
For eternity
My journey
Is not done yet
Until I say it is
Waiting in the wings
Of a angel

My decision 
Nobody else's 
I came into this world
Alone
Leave the same
With clothes
And experiences 
Waiting in the wings
Of a angel

Minus Mommy or Daddy
Holding me tight 
Telling me everything's 
Going to be alright
They saw Heaven
Before I did

Alright
I know
It might take time
Patience is a virtue
They wait
In the wings
Of an angel
For me to
Finally come home

Written by: Kevin Dale Sanders on September 17th, 2014 @ 9:17 P.M. in Marathon, Florida while listening to the free U2 album downloaded on iTunes with a iPad.

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