Laid off! I will move on! U2 FREE CD!! Poem/Song: Waiting In The Wings Of A Angel

'I got laid off at Keys Fisheries on September 2nd, 2014, through no fault of my own just because I "assume", my teachers always told me not to, but I can break the rules, because I have a mind, that I own, business is slow! So tough shit, I've already been through this shit! I am almost getting used to bad news, I just wish I could be independent from anybody else or their capitalist endeavors to make a fuckin' buck. Yeah, I said fuckin' again and I can say fuckin' because this is MY free mother fuckin' blog, there I said it AGAIN! So with that said and without further ado or a job. Here's my latest poem, that I wrote without anybody else involved, except maybe, probably, I hate to speculate but, GOD! I hope you like and if not,... tough SHIT!! Live with it or die trying!! OR type your happy ass to another blog! ....Don't let the World Wide Web kick you in the ass on your way out!!...BITCH!!!....On a lighter note.....Thank you, to Tracy for providing a roof over my head in a difficult time. I was giving her a hundred dollars a week UNTIL I LOST MY JOB!! Now I can't help her, pay her, trickle down economics affects not only me but other people lower on the totem pole of the "think" their rich people but they have lost their soul. I understand business is business. But there is more to life than fuckin' MONEY, THERE I SAID FUCKIN' AGAIN, BECAUSE I AM FREE!!!! I hope I made more SENSE THAN A DOLLAR BILL! (Not really, I don't really give a shit, but I will give 50 CENT (S) to a motherfucker living on the streets trying to get something to eat while the rich fucks who don't give a shit about nothing but themselves roll into the (shit) bank! O.K..... I'm more tried and drained from typing, ranting and raving,  I guess you realize I love bitchin',moanin',fussin' and it cost me NOTHIN' because I'm FREE!!!"....WWWEEEEEEEEEEEE.COM...It's a fun ride, you should take it sometime. O.K., DAMN!! NOW I'm annoying myself, here's the FUNCKIN' poem...I didn't say FUCKIN', I said, FUNCKIN', I tried! But it was a typo! ......OK,....I'M DONE..I PROMISE EXCEPT for THE POEM.....WAIT FOR IT.......ZZZZZZZZZ.....I GOT TO GO TO SLEEP.....Thank you Tracy for a internet connection and keeping me out of the rain! .................This poem is brought to you by my childhood friend who owns, TRACY's PET SERVICE ......P.S. ..I am currently, continually, working on writing my memoir book because, uh, I don't have anything better to do..hehehohohaha..it will be good..I promise you..I have a LOT of stories that I have to remember and put on, uh, paper? Cyberspace? Whatever, just remember God loves you regardless of any situation. XOXO ...

 

Waiting in the Wings Of A Angel

 Never knew how far

I could go

When I wished upon a star

During a fallen dream

Never knew U2

Would release

A free CD

Into outer space 

Waiting in the wings

Power of the internet

I guess

You never know

How anything could go

With a blink of an eye

Goes to show

How much you know

Waiting in the wings

Of a angel

A lesson learned everyday

Unexpected curve

A pitch to swing

As I write a book

To explain

Where I have been

Searching for

A new beginning

To the rest of my life

Another chapter

To move on

Just five minutes

Out of my time

Free of charge 

Waiting in the wings

Of a angel

I cannot

Tell a lie

My time is about to become

I wouldn't believe

If I didn't see

With my own two eyes 

Music has saved my life

Tell a story

Beyond belief

Waiting in the wings

Of a angel

Help me

Hold on

They had no faith

Something more

I can't explain

All I can do

Is the best I can

With the life

That has been given to me

For free

I must give 

What has been given to me

Waiting in the wings

Of a angel

Try to escape

Where I want to be

A piece of a memory

Is all I have left

The pictures are all gone

Etched within my mind

Fall asleep

Onto the street

My place today

I keep

Pray to my Lord

To take my soul

Waiting in the wings

Of a angel

Maybe someday

My dream will

Come true

Face reality

Question

Fantasy

As I do

Waiting in the wings

Of a angel

What I wish

May never

Become

The thoughts of my mind

What else

Can I do

Waiting in the wings

Of a angel

Give up

Hell! No

I tell myself 

I only live once 

The next stop is the grave

For eternity

My journey

Is not done yet

Until I say it is

Waiting in the wings

Of a angel

My decision 

Nobody else's 

I came into this world

Alone

Leave the same

With clothes

And experiences 

Waiting in the wings

Of a angel

Minus Mommy or Daddy

Holding me tight 

Telling me everything's 

Going to be alright

They saw Heaven

Before I did

Alright

I know

It might take time

Patience is a virtue

They wait

In the wings

Of an angel

For me to

Finally come home

Written by: Kevin Dale Sanders on September 17th, 2014 @ 9:17 P.M. in Marathon, Florida while listening to the free U2 album downloaded on iTunes with a iPad.

New " poem" written 2 minutes ago.

Home on the range

Things can change

Where did you sleep

Where is your place

To keep

Under the moon

Deep into

The woods

Another

Nobody soul

Left all alone

In this lonely world

Check out

Before noon

Where has daddy gone

You ask yourself

The fact remains true

Never to

Return home

On the range

You wish

You could change

The game

That has been

Already played

Unable to explain

Unspeakable words

Get the just

Just in time

To know

Your fate

Just when

You thought

You had it all

It all falls

Apart

Swallow your pity

Wipe the tears of sorrow

Stand up

Like a man

Return to reality

Own your fault

Don't blame

Anybody else 

The truth remains

Home on the range

Take a chance

To change

What more can I say?

I will remain

Until my dying day

Duh!

WTF was I thinking ?

I was oblivious

To obvious thinking

Sue me

My million bucks 

Is in the bank

Take what you may

Your opinions

Don't change

What I see

Everyday

Home on the range

Just trying to escape

Before the glory

Or the cops

Before

The morning

Freedom of expression

Is my only decision 

I can make

Who gives a Shit

About

Who's running for President

I can run 

Faster than them

Politics

WTF is that?

Legalize weed

Balance the deficit

I'm not good at math

But Fat fucks

Living high on the hog

I will roll

Like pigs in shit

There I said it

Sue me for every dime

I don't have

Too bad

Pay your attorney fees, bitch!

As I roll in my grave

The devil

Stole my soul

So

You can't get that

DOH!

Boo Hoo Hoo

Kiss my ass

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First thing that came to mind, last night  Creativity? Nobody told me, this is my reality...I hope, nope, don't give a shit, what you think, doesn't matter to me, unless, of course, you put a million dollars in my bank account in which the number is 1-800-555- Kiss My Royal Ass.com....DOH!!

Former band reviews of Poisin Jett Gunz and milktooth that I played drums in San Francisco

Found this on eBay! Crazy!! List price: 39.98!?!? Really? I guess it is Out Of Print...

Poisin Jett Gunz
Sloppy Sessions.                             

© 2001 Poisin Jett Gunz

List Price: $39.98

This glamorous San Francisco based trio is influenced by 70s glitter rock'n'roll (The NEW YORK DOLLS, The STOOGES...) as well as 80s glam metal (MOTLEY CRUE...) and the S.F drag scene (you just have to look at them!) There are five songs of dirty rawk'n'roll with attitude on this CD that sometimes remind me of The GUTTER QUEENS from Switzerland, maybe because of this garage rock touch. Everything (from the production to the lay-out) was done in a D.I.Y manner, which is always enjoyable for the original punk spirit lovers. Definitely worth checking out, especially if you're bored with the "modern" metal sound of most bands today.

ROLLING STONE BIO

Poisin Jett Gunz is a GLAM power trio that carries on the traditions of pure Rock'N'Roll as first intended.

LOUD, FAST, FUN guitar-driven racket with emphasis on an exciting live show.

Book ended front men Atom(the snake);Guitar and Kimba;Bass trade RIPPING original songs reminiscent of classic bands like: KISS, THE STOOGES, NEW YORK DOLLS, and MOTLEY CRUE featuring "sing-song-y" choruses and cutting edge guitar solo work. Drummer Kevin Sanders, possibly the world's loudest drummer, irreverently beats the skins in a Paul Cook(Sex Pistols) meets Philthy Phil Taylor(Motorhead) meets Phil Rudd(AC/DC) sort of noise.

The band wears full femme make-up, high platform shoes and tight fitting fashions right off the racks of their favorite San Francisco rocker boutiqes.

Less interested in re-creating past eras of glam presentation, the band is a fashion foreward venture creating an EXCITING, NEW artistic outlet to their otherwise desparate and pointless lives.

Milktooth Reviews - milktooth is the band I moved down to Los Angeles with to "make it". Needless to say, we "didn't make it". I was playing drums for both bands at the same time in San Francisco but I had to make a decision and quit Poisin Jett Gunz to move to L.A. with milktooth. Hindsight is always 20/20, if it would of been like 1985, I would of stayed with Poisin Jett Gunz but the fact that it was 2003, I thought milktooth had a better chance at making it due to the "alternative" music that was popular at the time.

Milktooth played Bottom of the Hill. Mon 2/18/02

MILKTOOTH

Tight rhythms with smoky female vocals. Formed in 1998 by guitarist/vocalist Josh Chase and bassist/vocalist Rebecca Hill, rock band Milktooth started creating the basis of the group's aggressive, metallic, and ethereal sound inside a cramped warehouse space in San Francisco's SOMA district.  In April 2000, Milktooth had a lineup change and met drummer Kevin Sanders through a local music posting. Sanders added a straight forward rhythm style and helped the band tighten its growing repertoire of songs. The band then grew to a four-piece in January 2001 with the addition of guitarist James Bridges and began work on the band's first seven-song EP.  Milktooth self-released the EP in August 2001 with plans for a West Coast tour in early 2002. The album showcases the band's personal musical influences (Soundgarden, Radiohead, Swans) and establishes the group's originality within the music community.

Milktooth: Self-Titled

[self-released] 

Milktooths EP offering is warm and comforting, and I cannot quite figure out why.  It could be the familiarity of Rebecca Hills voice to a band I have seen in the past, though I dont even remember who they were.  What I do know is that I dig her vocals, and I think they are a powerful element of the music. 

The overall tone of this EP leans heavily to the more aggressive side of the musical spectrum.  There is nothing terribly different going on here, but it is all put together well enough to produce a welcome change to monotony that exists in much music these days especially with bands that claim to be heavy or loud rock bands.  Sometimes, and in Milktooths case, a progression of fantastic bass lines goes a long way.  These are brought to us courtesy of Rebecca Hill.   Milktooths other members are Josh Chase (vocals/guitar) and Kevin Sanders (drums). 

The press kit for Californias Milktooth reads, Milktooths style continues to evolve, from dramatically moody to experimentally raw.  I would certainly agree that their music is dramatically moody and it works for them.  Experimentally raw is a stretch though, as there doesnt seem to be much experimentation going on here, unless they are referring to their own experimentation during recording or maybe those synth sounds that pop up on several of the tracks.  The one drawback to this recording is the quality of the recording itself.  These guys could benefit from a good studio session. 

When Milktooth get around to producing a better recorded album, I would check it out.  In the meantime, if you are in the Los Angeles area, catch them live if you get the chance.

-Brenna Krause

7/21/03